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Saturday, October 31, 2009
♥ 6:35 pm
the past week or so has been hectic. period. as i blog now i'm doing the last bit of my econs webcast, so you probably get the idea.
i'm getting really tired, and this is only sem 1 ):
i don't know what to blog about, just felt the need to update my stagnating blog.
the fries monster will be blog again soon......she hopes (:
serious stuff
Thursday, October 22, 2009
♥ 12:24 am
it's too late to say anything substantial here, but in his words: we'll do it together, tackle the old people!
itchy manicured fingers
Friday, October 16, 2009
♥ 11:51 pm
smack your hand, marie, smack your hand. so itchy it was that it messed with your laptop. say to yourself that you deserve it when you are going through all that trouble to get it fixed.
why oh thank you providence.
making a fool of us.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
♥ 6:12 pm
karma and lady luck have been quite evil to us today. stupid things blocked our path, leaving us nothing but endless frustration.
nonetheless i've stopped hyperventilating, and i'm feeling better now. hope you feel better too.
in the shower i was thinking back on my day (stupid place to do some serious thinking but surprisingly, it's in the shower that many (brilliant) ideas popped into my head) and i realised how yesterday's cell group (CG) session with the catholic society people was so applicable to my not-so-fantastic day.
at CG we talked about God's providence. personally, God's providence is something that i've come to accept for quite some while. many a time what i say during the sharing sessions often relates back to how i accept God's plan for me- how He knows what He wants for me even if i might not know what or why it is so, how He knows when to give those things to me, and how He knows what's good for me even if i may think something else is better for me. but if things don't work out the way i hope or want them to, somehow God compensates that with something better in no time. and of course i'm doubly, if not, eternally grateful to Him for bestowing His gifts onto me.
and so today many dumb thing happened. at the end of the day i guess the worst of them all was receiving my results for accounting mid terms. i passed the exam, though barely, and so depressing it was that i didn't really know how to react. i still don't know how to feel right now, all i know is that i've to work a lot harder to pull my grade up.
childish as it may seem, i hope by dedicating this post to what i've gained from CG, God will feel happier and will wanna help me more these few weeks as deadlines approach and work starts piling up.
so much trust i have in You, i'll willingly take whatever You know is best for me.*sorry if this post is incoherent, my train of thoughts don't seem to flow properly.*
many mani
Monday, October 12, 2009
♥ 6:15 pm
i've been away from my blog for just about a week, no thanks to the mountain of work that keeps getting bigger by the minute. sigh. who knew uni was this tough?
with that, i'd like to say that it's been a while since i got so stressed over anything. the last time i was even close to getting this stressed was when cj council was planning for orientation. i think i frightened some of my uni classmates today. and so i guess it was good that i went to get my first ever manicure at the place cheryl frequents, got me to destress, somewhat, for that 2 hours. and now i can't stop staring and touching my pretty nails (: all i hope is that it won't start chipping anytime soon, if not heartpain!
the last week was e-learning week, so we only had tutorials the entire week; not like it made much of a difference since my tutorials are spread out over 4 days. as worried as i was (and still am) about how unproductive e-learning week was, i feel so fortunate that it was made up with a productive weekend, even if it wasn't my usual weekend of staying home and mugging. oh, and did i mention it was one of the most priceless weekends since uni started? (:
either ways, i'm grateful for my family, friends and the big guy up there as my pillar of strength and guidance. <3
(:
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
♥ 7:29 pm
it melted like marshmallow over the bonfire.
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